June 25, 2009 - I woke up at 4am and took a test, of course I couldn't go back to sleep so I was up, heart racing, trying to figure out how to tell Todd, so I wrote in red lipstick on our bathroom mirror. I got back in bed before his alarm went off, & so when he went to the bathroom I hear "oh really? aaawww." And he came out so excited. He said he knew I was pregnant, so he really wasn't surprised. Which if I had blogged back when we had Gracie, it would've been an entire different scenario to write about. More drama, for sure! It was my birthday, same bathroom, different test but positive!! I was SO extatic! I was having a birthday party, and we were having margaritas, I took it because I was 10 days late & if I were pregnant I wouldn't want to be drinking. What a great birthday present! I couldn't tell Todd because I knew he wouldn't react well & would ruin the party, so I told him when everyone left while sitting on our diving board. I asked, "So do you wanna know a birthday present I got at 7am I didn't tell you about?" I got a look & told him. Oh my! He had me take another test to be sure! And finally after composing himself we went to tell his parents because they were flying back home the next day! They were SO excited being their first grand baby. So this time it's been really sweet because he was ready!! I prayed that he would be ready for #2, and Gracie helped break him in! You go girl! :)
I wasn't sure if we should tell Gracie right away & before we got the chance to talk about it, she heard Todd excited, came bursting through our bedroom door and says "WHAT?" with a big smile. So funny! SO Todd says, "you're going to have a baby brother or sister, there's a baby in mommy's tummy!" Not sure what she's gonna say, put one hand up and says "I know!" Whatever! Silly girl. Since then she's getting more & more excited.
August 4, 2009 - Our visit to hear the heart beat. The doctor looked all around and couldn't hear it. During this time, Gracie's saying "I hear the baby!" "There's the baby!" "Is that the baby?" The longer it took, the more anxious I got more for her feelings of what if?
Thankfully, we get a sonogram right away before the tech goes to lunch & there the baby is, kicking it's legs, arms moving all over, it looked like it jumped in the water. Little heart beating. Oh it was adorable watching such a tiny little thing with everything already moving. Todd says "we got another feisty one on the way!"
Gracie was in aw of the baby & stood on the chair to get a closer look. I took the photos while lying there & tears welling up. Seeing my baby watch another baby, it's something you just can't describe. What gifts from God.
Her one question was, "Is the baby blue?" We laughed and said no, the baby is your color. "What color is the baby? It's not blue?" She was very concerned. The innocent mind of a child, right? Why wouldn't it be smurf blue? It appears that way on the big screen!
It's very surreal bringing your first baby into the dr's office that you went to when they were in your belly, not knowing who they were, what they were going to look like & then to bring them in for the next baby, wondering the same thing. If everything is growing good, healthy & all. She had to come in the bathroom with me & she insisted she needed to pee in a cup, too. I had to go in another room, so Todd helped her, what a good sport! Hilarious.
We've had some really sweet moments & talks about the new baby.
When I was 6 weeks along I showed Gracie this photo of a baby fetus and according to her interpretation, this is a baby dolphin dirl. (girl)
While putting Gracie to bed, we pray for the baby & for Lulu's baby because she is also pregnant with her first YAY! (Gracie's Aunt) and after we got done praying she looks at me and says "Your belly is gonna get big!" And I can only imagine she learned this from my friend Katie who recently had her baby & watched her belly grow this year before she had Sam, which is such great timing for Gracie to grasp the whole concept of brothers & sisters (since she watched Jack have a new baby brother) & big bellies. Then she asked if she could lay on me, so we laid in the floor on my belly and I said, "are you excited about the baby?" "YES!" "Do you think it's a boy or a girl?" "A girl!" So you're going to have a sister? "Ya, I'm gonna have a sister!" So cute!
July 2nd, she was snuggling so sweetly on my belly and just smiling at me, and I asked "are you laying on the baby?" And she says "it's TWO babies in your tummy, mommy!" "I don't think so!" I said. And she looked at me like, how do you know?
Since then she is very sure there have been 2 babies in my belly, a boy and a girl. But now since the sonogram, she saw only one so now it's just a sister she says. Todd was practically jumping up & down that there's just one.
Today she asked if she could have a picture of the baby, so I printed it out for her and she told me later that this is her friend. Aaaawww. Melt my heart, I said yes, he or she is going to be your best friend and buddy!!
